All along, I should have known that I am not your everything.
I should have known that I am not THAT important to you as I thought I was..

I shouldn't have let myself be so in love with you, right?

Do we even understand and know each other well?

Did your love for me disappeared?

I am back!!!

Hello!!! I am back again after a year. O levels has ended, and now I have moved on to the next chapter of my life, continuing my studies in a different place.

 And this post will be about the birthday celebration for my bf. It's the second year I am celebrating his birthday together with him, but this year with a different status hehe.

As he have always wished to go the zoo with me, I decided that I should grant his wish since it's his birthday! (I will never ever spend my birthday in the zoo sweating out lol)

 It was drizzling and we actually wanted to drop off the plan but luckily we did not! Hehehe. Here we go!!!

                                      

The boy bought the touristy bottle with my favorite pink gauva ice blend! 

                       

My bf is training to be a professional photographer hehehe 

                          

Luckily we bought the tickets with unlimited tram rides lol else we'd just die from walking around in the zoo. Too tiring!!

                        

                           

And next, we went to Table Manners for his birthday dinner as what I've planned. The food was super good for me, and I'm glad that he loves it as well. Hehe yay to me!

                      

My pork sausage aglio olio. Nothing special about the aglio olio but the sausage! Of all sausages that I've tried, this was no doubt the best!!!

                    

Boy's three little pigs. Not the usual dry and breaded pork cutlet, it was juicy and the mash potato was exceptionally good as well!

                  

Virgin strawberry shortcake mocktail that I ordered. Wa damn nice also I don't know how to explain LOL.

                    

So after we've both eaten, I was trying my best to distract him and not let him discover the surprise that I got for him LOL.(which failed miserably) 

I told him that I wanna eat dessert and asked him to choose for me which one i should order. Then instead of raising up our hands to order, for the first time, (as what he said lol) I walked to one of the waiter. Hahahaha from this he was already suspecting me. *insert smile cry face

When I returned back to my seat he kept asking me questions whether I am giving him a surprise and why am I behaving so weirdly, ordering things myself for the first time LOLOL. Then because behind me was a large piece of mirror, he could see who and what is coming behind him. So i was trying my best to talk to him about serious stuffs so that he would look at me instead of other things LOL. AND FOR THIS I SUCCEEDED!!!

So when the cake came he was shocked and I swear his reaction and face, too priceless hehehe <3 I knew that he was happy lor but he kept saying "还好." !!!! *insert bird stare face ACT SEMO MAN~ hahaha.

Love you, my nerdy boyfriend! Happy Birthday!

And also thank you Royals for joining me to surprise him! Although it kinda failed too LOL. 

                       

                       

You are the nicest kid that helped me through so much, even small ridiculous things that I won' remember in a few days. Thank you for always teaching me the right things, taking time to know me and love me. I am so thankful for you in my life! Happy 17 birthday b!

life is like a play and everything is uncertain.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. And when your pride screams at you to take revenge, that's when things get worse. Life comes with no guarantees and no time outs. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts.  


Forget all the anger, hurt and resentment and forgive.


Forgiveness is a way of releasing ourselves from the pain we have experienced at the hands of others. Forgiving others does not mean condemnation. Forgiving is to free ourself from anger and pain. 


What's done is done, all that's left is acknowledgement and slowly forgive. 

June

Hello!!! Since I had some time, I decided to update this space with some photos and words. It is the first of June today, half a year had past and i thought maybe i should summarise the happenings in the first 6 months of 2012 as well.

Continue from the previous post, after my mum's birthday in Febuary, it was my dad's birthday in May. We went to dian xiao er for my dad's birthday dinner. The food was good!

A pic of us 3. My dad, myself and blackie. Hehehehe.

And attended my cousin's wedding on a certain day... pixxx.

cutie baby

And of course some time spent with dearest friends. 

and recently le royals to WCP! they organized some running man inspired game and all of us participated, it was tiring but so much fun hehe. we also played sand soccer^^^^^^^ 

fatty me..... sobs ok. 

Genuine smiles.

everyone each has this band on our wrists. just like rm, if the band is taken off from you then you are OUT! hehe. 

other than le royals, not forgetting my forever and always bff too! 

And then on May 20! Le royals again, went to kbox as it was the birthday boy's wish to celebrate his birthday there. 

On a different day but to officially celebrate Gino teo's birthday! Le royals out to town! 

please just laugh at bisheng's cute hair hahahahahaha. 

and of course, what's my blog without pictures of my face right? hehe.

Happy birthday boy!!!! 

And le qt momsieeee<3

Attended another cousin's wedding. My couzziess!!!!! Finally met them after so long! And we are still as sampat as ever ^.^ Love them lots.

Anyway hehe I am so glad to know that my couz is being treated well by her bf. The things  he did for her were so fairytale-ish :( Envys*

GRATIFYING. Despite being so busy with school works and etc, I was still able to spend time and catch up with my family, couzzies and friends. Guess it is well balanced enough! 

 

and then........................... yea. half a year is gone now and this means that prelims and Os are nearing. 

i dont know what the hell have i been doing for these past 6 months. my results were dismaying and of course unsatisfactory. i am just too lazy or maybe i didnt put in enough effort, i dont know or maybe i am hindered by poor studying habits. argh molla? 

since i have a boring life, to sum up for the happenings these 6 months. 

1) Poor results.

2) Made new friends.

3) Maintained relationships.

4) Grew uglier and fatter day by day.

AND THE GOOD THINGS SHALL REMAIN. I AM GONNA GET RID OF ALL THE OTHER UNPLEASANT STUFFS!!!! 

1. stop being lazy and get my ass down to work.

2. be serious............

3. stop being lazy

4. stop being lazy

5. stop being lazy

6. start work

7. start dieting

8. start exercising 

9. start studying 

10. start everything good

Till here. 

BYE